lot with him I am a complete Judas  O my acheing [sic] my wretched heart  My friends can never forgive me Thus she continued to exclaim again herself in the strongest terms  I believe she feels true
contrition for her crimes notwithstanding she has many doubts respecting it herself  I
can freely forgive her  I feel greatly relieved with respect to her but my trials are increased on an other hand  I [am] amazed and confounded  Surely how are the mighty fallen  Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall May God uphold his children and suffer