pride without great purtubation [sic] of mind and even now I frequently blush to
acknowledge it to my own heart  But I feel a consciousness that I have not made up
my mind on the subject without mature deliberation I think I have earnestly and
sincerely sought the direction of Heaven and I now feel some very strong assurances
that I now pursue the path appointed me by my heavenly Father  If so may I not
reasonably expect his blessing I feel as though there is safty [sic] no where but in
God  All human wisdom is frail  Weak man is liable to err on every hand  But the
wisdom which is from above is above all  If I am so happy as to be directed by that I
am infinitely safe  But if I have missed if I am deceived with regard to the allottments [sic]
of Providence and my propper [sic] place I alone am guilty I still earnestly entreat the assistance of God