ent from what it formerly has been  Am I treated with unpoliteness [sic] by any or are my friends in the least unkind No in no way  What then is the matter  Why then do the hours which are swifter than a weavers shuttle drag heavily on  Is it because I experience a spiritual drouth [sic] and feed on nothing but husks and have received a message from the high Court of Heaven that there is bread there  Truly it is with me a winter season but in my Fathers house there is bread enough and to spare