my never dying soul must take its flight to the world of spirits and appear before the God that gave it who then will be my shield who then will be my defence [sic] How then shall I appear before the dread tribunal of Heaven who then will be my Advocat  If not Christ I am lost if not Christ all my hopes are vain if not Christ I must be banished from his peaceful presance [sic]  Hell with all its terrific horrours will seize my trembling soul and its dark recesses will be